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Thursday, February 26, 2015

The Person I Never Met

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

Sometimes I miss a person
Who I have never known or seen
I miss him in all the places
Where with him I have never been

I miss him by the seaside
Where we never once went
I miss all the fun and laughter
And the times we never spent

I miss long walks in the moonlight
Holding hands I have never held
My mind re-lives the emotions
That my heart has never felt

Often at nights I stay up
Recreating memories I never had
I experience such longing and yearning
For the person I have never met

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

My Sakha

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

When life’s trials and tribulations overwhelm me
Out of panic, I call out your name
You hear me and reinstate my peace and calm
Smiling, you take away all my pain

Hare Krishna !

Sunday, February 08, 2015

The City That Was



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There is an entire city
That resides in my heart
Where time stands still
No future, present or past

It has a beautiful house
That you and I built with love
And the sweet little garden
That we were so proud of

There is that little pond
Where ducks swim and walk
And by its side on the bench 
We used to sit and talk

The maple tree that sways
With the warm pleasant breeze
In which shade we had sat
And created beautiful dreams

There are paths and alleys
Where hand in hand we strolled
Those whispered endearments
And the love names we called

Then one day you got bored
And left all this behind
I cried and called you back
But to my pain you were blind

 I waited and waited
But it was all in vain
For you were oblivious
To my distress and pain

So now it’s time I move on
And this place I must leave
The city in my heart that I loved
 No longer there exists

Saturday, February 07, 2015

He Was Like The Seasons

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

I once knew an amazing man
Whose personality changed like the seasons
His mood swings often left me baffled
For they defied all logic and reasons

Sometimes he was like the spring
His smile made my heart dance to his tune
The gentleness that his voice held
Would drive away all my gloom

Sometimes he was like the summer
His warmth melted my heart and it bloomed
And at other times his words burned and scorched
Leaving my heart with bleeding wounds

Sometimes he was like the autumn
His love caressed like the gentle breeze
And at other times he was like the harsh winds
That would make my hopes fall like autumn leaves

Sometimes he was like the winter
His love would sooth and cool my wounds
And yet at times his frosty silence
Froze my heart and left it feeling doomed

So though he was an amazing man
His personality changed like the seasons
His mood swings often left me baffled
For they defied all logic and reasons

Thursday, February 05, 2015

Eternal Love

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

My world was all black and white
You filled it with every color and shade
Chasing away the dullness of my life 
Enveloping me in your loving embrace

You tended to my emotional needs
Making me drop all the dark facades
Like a flower I flourished and unfurled
Under your kind gentle loving gaze

You nurtured my heart, filled it with cheer
And its happiness you always ensured
I blossomed and bloomed so gracefully
Cleansed of all negativities and felt pure

You walked me through the path of life
And always held my hand with love
You are forever in me and around me Krishna
Helping me and guiding me from above

Hare Krishna !

Wednesday, February 04, 2015

The Pendulum Of Life


© Copyright Renu Vyas

I am a pendulum
Forever swaying
To the monotony of life
No changes in the rhythm
Each day the same
Again and again
What was yesterday
Remains the same today
And will repeatedly remain so
Day after day
Back and forth
I sway and sway
A slave of the tick tock
That life has set 
Turning minutes into hours
And days into years
 Until the day
The clock stops
Breaking this monotony
And giving me respite
From the life
Of a pendulum

Tuesday, February 03, 2015

Nostalgia - The 80s

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Today while browsing through You Tube, I came across the old Surf advertisement. Who can forget Lalita Ji ? certainly not those who grew up in the 80s ! I have often posted about India in the 80s and yet I never seem to tire of it. I guess as we grow older our mind tends to wander down memory lane and the times that were..

Here are a few things that I miss about that era:

  • The simplicity of the TV ads like Lalita Ji's Surf, Humara Bajaj, Chal Meri Luna and the likes.
  • Doordarshan's spinning logo and the annoying music that went with it :P 
  • News by Salma Sultan.
  • The leather covered radios (my grandpa had one and BBC news on the radio was a daily ritual..and lets not forget the Binaca Geetmala).
  • Every week had one purpose - to watch the next episode of Mahabharat.
  • Campa Cola, Signal toothpaste and Ajanta tooth brush.
  • Singer sewing machines.
  • Lakhani Chappal and Bata. (Bata was the rich man's brand back then).
  • The hand held decorated fans or "pankhis" as we called them for when the power was out. (and yes the Khaitan fans too).
  • The kerosene lamps and lanterns.
  • Dalda ghee and Postman oil.
  • Cantharidine hair oil.
  • Playing Gilli Danda, Satolia, Chupa Chupi, Kancha (marbles) and Carrom with cousins.
  • Spinning lattus (tops).
I guess I could go on and on..
Anyone has anything more to add to the list ? :)

Friday, January 30, 2015

The Old Man

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

On the park bench sits an old man
 Who is aged, wrinkled and worn
And though surrounded by so many
He stays lonely and forlorn

He looks around at the people
So full of vigor and life
And remembers the one who’s no more
His beautiful beloved wife

Each evening he sits and turns with love 
The pages of his memory
And relives all the years he spent
With the one he loved and his family

A smile spreads across his face
As he remembers the laughter and love
And he knows that seeing him smile
His wife too will smile from above

So though his body is now fragile
And his feet are now unsteady
He smiles at all who look his way
And to share love he’s always ready

With patience and calm he sits
Living each day and every night
Knowing when his time is up
He will with his beloved unite

Monday, January 26, 2015

मेरा वजूद


© Copyright Renu Vyas

चांदनी सर्द रात में 
यादों की झुलसती धरती पर 
नंगे पाँव चलती मैं 
कुछ टूटे बिखरे सपने समेटती 
कुछ अधपकी ख्वाइशें बटोरती 
कुछ भूली बिसरी यादों में लिपटी 
कुछ अधूरी सी बातों में सिमटी
ढूंढती खुद का वजूद मैं 
जो खो आई थी कभी 
ऐसी ही एक 
चांदनी सर्द रात में..


Saturday, January 24, 2015

Birth Of A Poem


© Copyright Renu Vyas

 Words pirouette gracefully
All around me
Creating magic..
Myriad emotions weave
Beautiful intricacies..
Thoughts build bridges
Across eternity..
A sudden rush of adrenalin
A smile breaks out
On my face..
And a poem is born

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Stories That Died

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

I once had some stories to tell
And a lot of enthusiasm to do so
To share them with the whole world
And let their words everywhere flow

I shouted my stories from rooftops
And sang them to the winds
I colored them like the rainbows
And wove them into beautiful dreams

I filled my eyes and heart with them
And braided my hair with their words
I adorned my body with their emotions
And my mind flew free like a bird

I embraced all their characters
And reveled in their twists and turns
I marveled at their beauty
And to share them with someone I yearned

Alas, no one had time for them
They found them insignificant and absurd
They had no interest in such stories
So mine remained neglected and unheard

The characters slowly died down in them
The words over time faded and blurred
The wish to share no longer ruled
The emotions all dried up and withered

Silence now rules my heart
And my eyes remain devoid of dreams
I no longer have anything to share
The stories have all died down it seems….

Wednesday, January 07, 2015

Hare Krishna !

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

Chanting your name
Gives meaning
To my otherwise dull existence
Thoughts of you
Add color and vibrancy
Filling the void in my life
The sound of your flute
Evokes in me emotions so pure
Making me forget all else
I see myself in you
And you in my entire being
My heart resembles
A rainbow of emotions
Happiness surges
Through my veins
As I become you
And you become me

Hare Krishna !

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Beautiful Stranger

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

I once met a beautiful stranger
Who I had never met before
Though we didn't know each other
In an instant connected our souls

Some shy smiles were exchanged
Some feelings surfaced pure and true
Some unspoken words were heard
That the hearts understood and knew

Though there was a crowd around
We were oblivious to each and all
Our eyes just sought each other’s
The place became intimate and small

 He looked in wonder at my face
From far across the room
And under his caring, loving gaze
I felt my heart flutter and bloom

Some silent words were said
And some promises were made
His heart touched mine tenderly
Making my problems blur and fade

Deep down I knew and recognized
In a few hours we’d both be gone
Life would get back to normal
And I’d once again be all alone

It was not the right moment
Nor probably the right time
But in those few precious moments
I spent with him a whole lifetime

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Priyanka My Child

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

Though you are now all grown up
Leading your life and doing your stuff
And living miles and miles away…
Please know that you are always with me
In my heart and in my thoughts
Each moment and every passing day…

When your wishes, dreams come true
Worries have disappeared, problems are few
And you long to share with me all this…
Just hold your little daughter close
And hug her tight with love
And on your forehead, feel my gentle kiss…

When you’re feeling low and sad
I may not be there to hold your hand
But remember, I love you and I care…
All you have to do is close your eyes
And imagine me by your side
And feel my hand lovingly stroking your hair…

There may be days that you may dread
But remember not all days are bad
You should take them all in your stride…
For I know you can manage and cope
With all that this life, may at you throw
For you are forever my pride…

Wednesday, December 03, 2014

Nature’s Portrait

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

The lovely green plants in my garden
Fill me each day with much happiness
For each and every new morning
They look forever green and fresh

The sun comes out each day and shines
Adding crispness and warmth to the air
The plants smile and get to work
Making tiny little flower buds appear

As the day gets more pleasant and warm
The buds open up their beautiful petals
The sight fills me with gratitude and love
I would not trade it with any wealth or medal

They bloom and sway in the gentle breeze
Even though surrounded by thorns
Teaching us that though there are hurdles in life
There is a fresh start each new day and morn

The flowers all seem like a rainbow of colors
Orange, yellow, red, pink and white
Nature has painted such a lovely portrait
It gives my heart such peace and delight


Thursday, November 27, 2014

A Puppet

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

To a number of strings
I am eternally bound
Always maneuvered
And often pushed around

People roughly pull me
This way and that
Ignorant of my pains
And without any regrets

Pushed out each day
To dance and perform
Forever to be right
And never to be wrong

The music blares loudly
They all clap in glee
And watch in fascination
As laughter surrounds me

My performance entertains
And amuses all of them
But it makes my whole life
Nothing but a sham

For I am only a puppet
So no one hears my plea
Day after day I perform
While my heart cries silently

Monday, November 24, 2014

Acceptance Of Self


© Copyright Renu Vyas

We adjust our expectations
And quietly give up our dreams
We change our life’s definitions
And destroy our self esteem

We change the fabric of our existence
And on every turn we compromise
We lose our very originality
And fail to notice its demise

All this we do at times for someone
Who neither reciprocates nor deserves
We hurt, we cry, we worry, we fret
And then we call all this love

“ Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind.” – Bernard M. Maruch


Sunday, November 23, 2014

Not A Back-up Plan

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

You either accept someone’s love

Or you reject it outright

Do not treat it as a back-up plan

To be used as and when you like

Friday, November 21, 2014

My Facebook Woes

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Facebook – A lovely place where I can connect with my family, friends and all others I may wish to connect with. We can share photographs and keep each other updated. At least that is what I thought it was all about initially until I experienced certain other things that started irritating me and it got to such a point that I decided to write a post on it and rant !

The “Poke” tab. I truly wonder what purpose it serves and why do people feel the need to use it. I don’t know about others but I hate being poked. It puts me off and it is simply not acceptable to me.


The “Like” tab. Ok I do use the tab when I really like something or photographs my family or friends post. But I have an issue with people who send private messages complaining about how I forgot to like each and every thing they post. And yes, let us not forget those who post their own pictures and are the first one to like them too..I mean..if you have posted a picture of yours you must have liked it to post it in the first place right ? Liking your own picture is the height of desperation.



The posts that ask me to repost. People, I love my Dad, Mom, Husband, Children and all my family. I have full faith in my religion. Do not post pictures of various gods or about family and ask me to repost them with words like “let’s see who loves them enough to repost this” or photographs of terminally ill people with messages like "like this picture to save his/her life" blah blah..seriously..it is extremely irritating.

Tagging. Do not tag me along with 50 other people in photographs that have nothing to do with me. Trust me..Everything you post is automatically visible on my timeline..You do not need to tag me in all the nature/religious/political/cartoon etc. etc. pictures that you post.

I enjoy using Facebook. I truly do..and I do not mean to be rude to anyone..but.. but..it is my humble request to people..do not poke me, ask me to repost stuff that is not important etc.

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Timelessness

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

Tomorrow never really comes
Yesterday just never goes
And the today as I knew it
Bypassed me some years ago

My mind is numb and stuck
In this perpetual time zone
You moved on in life and left me
Trapped in this timelessness all alone

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Bonfire Of Memories

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

 Today I climbed inwards
And collected all the memories
That I had stored away
So lovingly…
The moments
We had created together
The sharing
Of joys and pains
The laughing
At such small things
The conversations
And the significant
Pauses in between…
I picked up each memory
Touched it tenderly
And relived
Each and every moment
Some made me smile
Others brought tears…
I collected each feeling
Along with every thought
To take out in the garden
And burned all
That there was
That reminded me of you
Creating a huge
Bonfire of love…
I sat there and watched
Every spark and ember
Float in the air
And soon
All that remained
Were the ashes
Of our love
And the debris of our past…

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Mother


© Copyright Renu Vyas

She is the one who creates
And is the synonym of earth
They have named her “mother”
She bears the pain of giving birth

She nourishes and nurtures
And keeps her family well fed
Works tirelessly all day long
And yet is the last one to bed

She gives up her name and identity
And adopts her husband’s name
Forgets her own wants and dreams
Prays for his health, wealth and fame

As her children grow up and flourish
She feels immense pride
And in order to make them happy
She keeps her own dreams aside

She ignores their bad tempers
And overlooks their flaws
And though she’s worthy of it
She never gets any applause

She often gets neglected
But calmly handles the stress
She hides the pain with a smile
And shows not she’s depressed

She worries about her family
And gives them sound advice
But she is often ignored
And hurt without thinking twice

At times she’s sad and lonely
Amidst those that she loves
She sheds silent tears at nights
At behavior she’s undeserving of

And yet because she’s a mother
Her heart remains loving and pure
She forgets and forgives all
And strives to keep her family secure

“But there's a story behind everything. How a picture got on a wall. How a scar got on your face. Sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking. But behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begin.” 
― Mitch Albom, For One More Day

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Winter Solitude

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

The heavenly sweet smell of pine trees
A crackling fire that does not let me freeze
I gaze out the window as the leaves silently fall
Beautiful memories my mind does recall 
I sit all alone in peace and comfort
Surrounded by books that are worn out yet loved
A hot steaming cup of coffee nearby
Just my beloved solitude for company and I
Away from the hustle and bustle of life
My body and soul renew and re-energize

Lost Fragrance Of Love

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© Copyright Renu Vyas

I once grew a rose for you
It blossomed fresh and fine
Its petals sprinkled with morning dew
Looked charming and divine

I decorated it with hopes and dreams
And wrapped it with my love
I dreamt our love would flourish
And be blessed by the lord above

But when I offered the rose to you
You rebuffed and declined
Hurt and dejected I returned
While each day my heart for you pined

The rose I grew so lovingly
Has lost its color and dried
Crushed between the pages of a book
It stays life-less, hidden, and cries

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

The Candy Floss Man (Budhhi Ke Baal Wala)

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While I was out this afternoon, I saw a lone man on the footpath trying to sell candy floss. He would call out every time a child walked by, he would try to get the child’s attention but alas..not a single child stopped or even glanced his way. Most children preferred going to the big shop nearby. I saw one walk out with a packet of Choco pie and yet another with a packet of Lays chips. One child who did look at the candy floss seller was pulled away by his mother who muttered “it is not healthy !”

I remembered my childhood. I remembered a similar candy floss seller (or rather the “buddhi ke baal wala” as we called him) who would come to our street ringing a bell that he held in his hand, and all my cousins and I would wait eagerly for him. For us it was a great treat. I remember how instead of cold drinks, our mothers would serve Rooh Afza..sometimes mixed with cold water and if you’re lucky, an ice cube or two (yes a house with a fridge and ice was considered wealthy, neighbors coming around for ice was routine), and sometimes mixed with cold milk. And yes, the occasional “Gold Spot” (wonder if it is still available in the markets today..).

 The Lays, the Kurkures, The Choco Pies and the Pringles are all good for sure but sometimes my heart still yearns for the Budhhi ke baal, the kulfis and the simplicity of my childhood that seems to have died in today’s modern world.

Monday, November 10, 2014

Aayushi My Grandchild


© Copyright Renu Vyas 

A charming irresistible smile
And a voice like honey so sweet
Soft small pretty hands
And tiny lovely feet

Mom says “she’s my darling”
Papa says “she’s daddy’s girl”
Nanu says “hey she’s mine”
But Mimi knows she is hers

She is like the sunshine
Warm, bright and clear
Her dimpled sunny laugh
Brings such joy and cheer

The stories she and I share
Each and every night
The cuddling and cozying
And the hugging so tight

In this life of mine
She plays a special part
Spreads happiness all around me
And fills love in my heart

Sunday, November 09, 2014

Colors Of Life

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© Copyright Renu Vyas 

Some colors are bold,
Some colors are bright
Yet each and every color,
Fills me with delight
There’s a message in each color,
And each color has a mood
Some say black depresses
Yet some say it is good
Gold reminds me of dreams
Green of rejuvenation and life
White reminds of peace and calm
Silver of stars and moon light
Red is the color of passion
Blue is the oceans so wide
Grey is old age and experiences
While purples and pinks excite
Some colors stand out by themselves
Charming and divine
While others look so much better
When they are intertwined
Each and every emotion
They portray and describe
They are a part of our existence
The colors of our life

Saturday, November 08, 2014

The Philanderer

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© Copyright Renu Vyas 

He came, he saw, he liked, he wooed
Her body and her mind he seduced 
But once the newness of it all wore off
He got bored, and to pastures new he moved